- God never lets you go without a fight!
- Jesus is the hound of heaven who will fight all hell for you!
The Hound of Heaven
- I FLED Him down the nights and down the days
- I fled Him down the arches of the years
- I fled Him down the labyrinthine ways
- Of my own mind, and in the midst of tears
- I hid from him, and under running laughter.
- Up vistaed hopes I sped;
- And shot precipitated
- Adown titanic glooms of chasme d hears
- From those strong feet that followed, followed after
- But with unhurrying chase
- And unperturbèd pace,
- Deliberate speed, majestic instancy,
- They beat, and a Voice beat,
- More instant than the feet:
- "All things betray thee who betrayest me."
- I pleaded, outlaw-wise,
- By many a hearted casement, curtained red,
- Trellised with inter-twining charities,
- (For though I knew His love who followèd,
- Yet was I sore adread,
- Lest having Him, I should have nought beside);
- But if one little casement parted wide,
- The gust of his approach would clash it to.
- Fear wist not to evade as Love wist to pursue.
- Across the margent of the world I fled,
- And troubled the gold gateways of the stars,
- Smiting for shelter on their clangèd bars,
- Fretted to dulcet jars
- And silvern chatter the pale ports o' the moon.
- I said to Dawn: be sudden, to Eve: be soon,
- With thy young skyey blossoms heap me over
- From this tremendous Lover!
- Float thy vague veil about me lest He see!
- I tempted all His servitors but to find
- My own betrayal in their constancy,
- In faith to Him their fickleness to me,
- Their traitorous trueness and their loyal deceit.
- To all swift things for swiftness did I sue,
- Clung to the whistling mane of every wind,
- But whether they swept, smoothly fleet,
- The long savannahs of the blue,
- Or whether, Thunder-driven,
- They clanged His chariot thwart a heaven,
- Plashy with flying lightnings round the spurn o' their feet --
- Fear wist not to evade as Love wist to pursue.
- Still with unhurrying chase
- And unperturbe d pace
- Deliberate speed, majestic instancy,
- Came on the following Feet,
- And a Voice above their beat --
- "Naught shelters thee, who wilt not shelter Me."
- I sought no more that after which I strayed
- In face of Man or Maid.
- But still within the little childrens' eyes
- Seems something, something that replies,
- They at least are for me, surely for me!
- I turned me to them very wistfully;
- But just as their young eyes grew sudden fair
- With dawning answers there,
- Their angel plucked them from me by the hair.
- "Come then, ye other children, Nature's -- share
- With me" (said I) "your delicate fellowship;
- Let me greet you lip to lip,
- Let me twine with you caresses,
- Wantoning,
- With our Lady Mother's vagrant tresses,
- Banqueting
- With her in her wind-walled palace,
- Underneath her azured dais,
- Quaffing, as your taintless way is,
- From a chalice,
- Lucent weeping out of the dayspring."
- So it was done.
- I in their delicate fellowship was one.
- Drew the bolt of Nature's secrecies,
- I knew all the swift importings
- On the wilful face of skies,
- I knew how the clouds arise,
- Spumèd of the wild sea-snortings.
- All that's born or dies,
- Rose and drooped with, made them shapers
- Of mine own moods, or wailful or divine.
- With them joyed and was bereaven.
- I was heavy with the even,
- When she lit her glimmering tapers
- Round the day's dead sanctities.
- I laughed in the morning's eyes.
- I triumphed and I saddened with all weather,
- Heaven and I wept together,
- And its sweet tears were salt with mortal mine;
- Against the red throb of its sunset-heart,
- I laid my own to beat
- And share commingling heat;
- But not by that, by that was eased my human smart.
- In vain my tears were wet on Heaven's grey cheek.
- For ah! we know what each other says,
- These things and I; In sound I speak,
- Their sound is but their stir, they speak by silences.
- Nature, poor step-dame, cannot slake my drouth.
- Let her, if she would owe me,
- Drop yon blue bosom-veil of sky, and show me
- The breasts o' her tenderness;
- Never did any milk of hers once bless
- My thirsting mouth.
- Nigh and nigh draws the chase,
- With unperturbèd pace,
- Deliberate speed, majestic instancy,
- And past those noisèd Feet,
- A Voice comes yet more fleet:
- "Lo, naught contents thee who content'st nought Me."
- Naked, I wait thy Love's uplifted stroke!
- My harness, piece by piece, Thou hast hewn from me
- And smitten me to my knee;
- I am defenceless, utterly.
- I slept methinks, and woke.
- And slowly gazing, find me stripped in sleep.
- In the rash lustihead of my young powers,
- I shook the pillaring hours,
- And pulled my life upon me. grimed with smears,
- I stand amidst the dust o' the mounded years--
- My mangled youth lies dead beneath the heap.
- My days have crackled and gone up in smoke,
- Have puffed and burst as sun-starts on a stream.
- Yeah, faileth now even dream
- The dreamer and the lute, the lutanist;
- Even the linked fantasies in whose blossomy twist,
- I swung the Earth, a trinket at my wrist,
- Are yielding: cords of all too weak account
- For earth, with heavy grief so overplussed.
- Ah! is thy Love indeed
- A weed, albeit an amaranthine weed,
- Suffering no flowers except its own to mount?
- Ah! must --
- Designer Infinite --
- Ah! must thou char the wood 'ere thou canst limn with it ?
- My freshness spent its wavering shower i' the dust.
- And now my heart is as a broken fount,
- Wherein tear-drippings stagnate, spilt down ever
- From the dank thoughts that shiver
- Upon the sighful branches of my mind.
- Such is; what is to be ?
- The pulp so bitter, how shall taste the rind ?
- I dimly guess what Time in mists confounds,
- Yet ever and anon, a trumpet sounds
- From the hid battlements of Eternity.
- Those shaken mists a space unsettle,
- Then round the half-glimpseèd turrets, slowly wash again.
- But not 'ere him who summoneth <dt> I first have seen, enwound
- With glooming robes purpureal; cypress-crowned.
- His name I know, and what his trumpet saith.
- Whether man's heart or life it be which yields
- Thee harvest, must Thy harvest fields
- Be dunged with rotten death ?
- Now of that long pursuit,
- Comes at hand the bruit;
- That Voice is round me like a bursting sea:
- "And is thy Earth so marred,
- Shattered in shard on shard?
- Lo, all things fly thee, for thou fliest Me.
- Strange, piteous, futile thing;
- Wherefore should any set thee love apart?
- Seeing none but I makes much of naught" (He said),
- "And human love needs human meriting;
- How hast thou merited --
- Of all Man's clotted clay, the dingiest clot?
- Alack! Thou knowest not
- How little worthy of any love thou art!
- Whom wilt thou find to love ignoble thee,
- Save Me, save only Me?
- All which I took from thee, I did but take,
- Not for thy harms,
- But just that thou might'st seek it in My arms,
- All which thy childs mistake
- Fancies as lost, I have stored for thee at home --
- Rise, clasp My hand, and come."
- Halts by me that footfall --
- Is my gloom, after all,
- Shade of His hand, outstretched caressingly?
- "Ah, fondest, blindest, weakest,
- I am He Whom thou seekest!
- Thou dravest love from thee, who dravest Me."
- Francis Thompson
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